I Don't

My heart beats in time with the clock
I'm running out
I have a fear you're leaving me
For new aspirations and new laughs
I don't want to change again
I don't want to be alone again
I don't want to fake a smile everyday again
Mr. Sun, please come out and save me
Mr. Moon, please keep quiet for a while
I need out
I need free
I need someone who'll stay true to me
But in the end I always come running back
To a place I'm not welcomed at
So, I sit and I stare at this wall
And imagine clouds and a sky where I can stand tall
Just Being Me.